we've always known what hurts still, we haven't learned to stay away from such...coz as painful at it is, if it's the only way to feel their presence, we always give in...we still check on them every now and then, just to see what's been happening since they left...that even if sometimes we say, " i just wanna see him happy "...deep in our hearts, there's this flicker of hope so then it's true, that the more you think you are healin', the deeper the wound is searin'....